to whom this may concern

i heard that someone close to you doesn't appreciate you as a person. makes me wonder and think that it's an exaggeration. it hurts me because i see you as a very caring person with such pure heart. that isn't what you deserve.

if you must know, i envy your enthusiasm for work. you are focused and you know what you want to get done. but you also have to learn that too much of anything is unhealthy. there has to be balance.

i appreciate all favors you granted and your selflessness that exudes. thank you for keeping your ears open and your time shared. all the good things you've done for me and for the rest, are always remembered.

i pick on you most of the time, don't get bullied, instead retaliate. however, let's not be physical.

cebu bloggers society

it's nice to belong and be part of a group that shares the same interest as you. if you're a cebu based blogger, not necessarily born in cebu, but maintains a blog/s, then cbs (cebu bloggers society) is your clique. join now. visit cebubloggers.com

you'd be amazed at how talented the members are. and to think (i like this phrase), most of them are way younger than i am. i've met most of them at the digitalfilipino club fellowship night. let's see if i can still associate names to their faces, much more remember their sites.

• rodel, the friendliest of them all (maybe because he was selling the shirts), maintains lagahit.com, which according to beejing is porn-ish. i took a peek and yeah it was porn-ishy (hehehe).


• sinjin with the thick eyeglasses and a nikon d40 (just guessing) hanging around his neck. this guy maybe the youngest but he earns a lot from his blogs already. he blogs about cebu pacific flights?


• arnold was in a grey polo that night. he looked familiar, forgot to tell him that. cebuheritage.com is his baby.


• kristine, the glamarazzi herself. used to work for the same company i am in. she has two blogs, glamarazzi.com and stylecebu.com
  
• kevin. controversial according to janet toral. his blog is political that's why. and how can i forget, he came up to the front twice that night.


• winston whom i finally met. batangyagit himself, the bloggers choice awardee. i voted for this person even if i didn't know him yet that time.
  
• obnoxiusqueer or x, never got introduced to him but i took notice because you can never miss a queer in the crowd. also his introduction caught everyone's attention including mine.

there were still other members present, i just didn't get the chance to be introduced to them. should've been beejing's role to fulfill. well, since im now a member, this wouldn't be a problem.

before i go to sleep

fortunately or unfortunately, i have work tonight. just received a reminder from yona 'bout that. i never forgot reng, that while you are enjoying your last moment in the arms of "the tamblot" in Bora, i will be in IT park trying to work on a Sunday night. please do come back happy still. you know that you deserve someone better. someone who doesn't take you for granted, just because you're always there for the person. on call, when he wants you. enough, enough, enough!!!

i just got home from south grade school. we had our own space for business. after three days, we sure made money. thanks to those who bought, salamat sa pagtangkilik.

charet is also thankful.

yes, the sidebar is already back to its original position. i wanted to make sure id say that before i go to sleep.

i need help

i so want to give up already. nothing seems to be working. i have already exported my files from here to the other site, which by the way took me two days to complete and figure out, and now when im ready to do a little editing of the pages, i can't access my admin page anymore! why is fate giving me such a hard time? lami kaayo ihilak!!!

and you know what else? look closely at this site. do you see where the sidebar is? if you don't, then scroll to the bottom most part of this page. the used-to-be sidebar is now a bottombar. how that happened? i dont know. i've been staring at the html script trying to understand, looking back and forth for FAQs and forums that can help me but no luck.

i will not be able to finish this, unless somebody out there helps me out. i ran out of patience already. puhleeez somebody...i need help.



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*lami kaayo ihilak - cebuano phrase for "i want to bawl my eyes out"

back to blogspot

i am currently working on making jabberedonion.com more exciting. so while im working on getting that done and moving all of my materials there, let's use the blogspot domain again...err for the last time.

blogspot is where i started. this is where i learned all there is to learn about blogging. and im leaving the platform to be more expiremental and learn some more.

while that thought makes me sentimental, im excited to start working on the soon to be interface of jabberedonion.com. there will be so many new things that i will be doing. it will be more interactive and interesting for the visitors. it will no longer be mainly blogging but it will cater to several other interests as well.

hopefully ill get that done within the month.

the abp party

last saturday was a blast!!! it was good to see smiles on everyone's faces. it was obvious that everyone enjoyed. vendor manager, program director down to agents.

food never ran out. i never had the chance to eat though.

emcees were hilarious. pj monleon had punchlines that you hear in baranggay programs. negz and rey were laughing at their own jokes, which made everyone laugh too.

activities were participated in. there were games lined up for everyone.

the weather cooperated. even if we stayed in a non-airconditioned room, it wasn't that humid.

booze everywhere...we were all having fun and drunk.

it's been almost a year since abp had an account wide get-together. last weekend was very much awaited and definitely most welcomed.

this wouldn't be the last that we'll have this year though. come november, another gathering is going to happen. that we promise.



post script: beyonce got the bulaklak ng abp title. congratulations!!!

making money online

when my balance reaches $20, i can already redeem. i thought it would take a long, long time for me to earn from dNeero. heck, it's just barely a month from when i first joined a conversation! i almost gave up on this when i had no conversations to jump in for a week.



if you want to do the same, as long as you meet the following requirements you are ready to go:

• you have your own blog to post the conversations on
• you have 5-10 minutes to spare for a survey
• you want to earn extra bucks while online
• you are patient to wait for active conversations you can participate in
  

use this link http://www.dneero.com/invite.jsp?referredby=6863

other than dNeero, here are more sites that you might be interested in:

http://bux.to/?r=jabberedonion
http://5ivebux.com/?r=jabberedonion
http://www.neobux.com/?r=jabberedonion
http://www.simplybux.com/register.php?r=jabberedonion
http://buxkingdom.com/pages/index.php?refid=jabberedonion

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in6words.blogspot.com

this site as described in the site itself, is dedicated to the shortest form of fiction – the six-word short story — inspired by Ernest Hemingway’s “For sale: Baby shoes, Never worn” story and made for people who would like to tell their own stories in 6 words.



and guess what? my story got featured this month!



you can tell your own story as well and be next month's feature. do drop by http://in6words.blogspot.com

bulaklak ng abp divas

who will reign as the first ever bulaklak ng abp?

zoom in

choi and i

here goes another set of photos with me revealing my inner beauty...

in other words pagpakafeeling gwapa.

courtesy of oslectic. thank you idol!!!

special thanks to choi for his special appearance.

*clap, clap, clap*

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*pagpakafeeling gwapa - cebuano term for a woman in the state of being full of herself

www.jabberedonion.com

it's now www.jabberedonion.com

i bought the domain from godaddy.com last night at a discounted rate. and since then, i haven't turned off my laptop.

next move...have my own web space.
*clap clap clap*

PiCkEd PiX#3

more of my friends are getting hooked into digital photography. thanks to them, i have more sources for picked pix. here are my favorite pix for the month of october.

mike rafael. cebu metropolitan cathedral.

http://mikerafael.multiply.com/photos/album/182/Cebu_Metropolitan_Cathedral

interesting photo. cathedral's front view captured as a reflection. keen shot.

winston almendras. caterpillar

http://www.digitalputo.com/caterpillar/

bokeh effect plus vibrant colors. love this photo.

christabelle gupana. night is a world lit by itself.

http://christabellism.multiply.com/photos/album/257/Night_is_a_world_lit_by_itself.?replies_read=5#2

shot is clean. the 30-second exposure gives me a calming effect.

oslec arsua. mabaw nga kalipay.

http://paduy108.multiply.com/photos/album/50/flickr.comphotososleckr#3

another diptych. two photos in one frame telling me a story.

wealth more than income

my tita jane shared to me that thought today and i most definitely agree.

improving one's standard of living, is not about increasing the amount of money that you earn. you can have the highest paying job there is and still live in the same standard as before. it is how much we make out of the money we don't spend that helps make this happen.

tita jane got me thinking even more about taking that risk in creating investments...in doing business. i have thought about transferring to a higher paying employer to get me started. sure that'll help, but not for long. what im trying to do now is cut down on my expenses. that should not be difficult. i just have to spend less on the unnecessary or not spend on them at all. then, i can get down to business. no matter how small scale as long as it revolves the money i don't spend, that will be wealth for me.

we'll see how this goes.

the attack of the pigs

it seemed like an attack to me, the minute i saw the pigs coming down the sloping road in our neighborhood.


waaaaaahhh!!!


where did all these creatures come from? they're everywhere. we can't pass. i sure was hoping that super inday2x was there to clear the way for us.

but no, our superhero neighbors were there to save the day.

hep hep hoorah!!

hair redo @ tony and jackey

i went to tony and jackey today and had my hair redone. waves started to form at the middle and ends of my strands, a day after i rinsed. ruby, the korean stylist, said that my hair is damaged, but of course she still fixed it, afraid to breach warranty. she even told me to go back anytime for free hair treatment. wonderful!!!



spent 3 hours seated, sleepy and with nothing to do. waiting while ruby ironed, washed, cut and fixed my hair.

so ladies and gentlemen, here i am now...

i thank you...bow!

bulaklak ng abp

the search for bulaklak ng abp will commence next week.

pageant proper will be on 10.18.08 during the account's pool party.

photoshoot with oslec this friday will be in an abandoned building.

toyab in their costumes...

who will be the first ever bulaklak ng abp?

another event to look forward to. can't wait!!!

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*bulaklak - filipino word for flower

*toyab - cebuano gay term for gay man

announcement: blogger event

if you're a certified blogger, starter or pro, then you're invited to the digitalfilipino.com club event in cebu. this is a networking event for all cebu and visayas based bloggers who want to get updates and exchange ideas with e-commerce industry players. there will be raffle draws and games during this said event.

sponsored by PAGCOR, this event will be held at the Waterfront Hotel and Casino on October 23, 6PM to 11PM.

take note that this is absolutely free and you're welcome to attend.

to register, please leave a comment with your name and blog URL on beejing's site. ibeejing.com

see yah there!!!

sugbo-anon room

a new hangout for the seybu lez group and for other downelinkers who want to make a whole bunch of friends ===> SUGBO-ANON room @ downelink

how to join:

• be a member of downelink

• when signed in, hit on the chat tab on the taskbar

• find the sugbo-anon room

• have fun like those who've experienced it. http://ecirual.blogspot.com/2008/10/dldown-elink-or-diggin-lesbos.html

im sporting a newer look

thanks to erik for fixing my hair and for giving it some volume...

...and to myself for the wonderful eyebags. pahk!

im sporting a new look

i would like to thank tony and jackey for my hair.

and myself for the double chin. wtf!

pride

two days ago, i created my downelink account.
it's a social networking community for the LGBTQ.

while i was navigating through the different tabs, i stumbled upon PRIDE in the chatroom. she was on video mode. i observed her for 10 minutes and immediately i realized i've got a crush on her. (shet!) OMG, she's sooooo cute. (atay! makapamalikas tag ahat).

profile, profile, profile...
"there is beauty in simplicity..." (ahem)
age: 24 years old
sign: capricorn
status: single (para ako jd ni. hahahah!)
orientation: lesbian
ethnicity: asian/pacific islander (mao jd ni akong type! typewriter!)
occupation: office manager (naay trabaho. hmmm...makabuhi nako. wapak!)
location: memphis, TN

i'm so excited (dhon, yona, shewyl take note). i've read her about me page in myspace and gawd there was so much information. like, she's got PINOY descent and came out as bisexual and then lesbian 3 years after. she's a flirt and faithful at the same time. (igat!) most importantly, SHE GEEKS FOR WOMEN WHO CAN SING and WHO'S FUNNY!!! (feel kaayo nako nga ako ang gipasabot!!! hahahaha. way magbuot kay ako ning blog. paghimo mo ug inyo kung mupalag mo!)

i ransacked her photo album and posted a comment, "you look so much like my friend. cute!" (bigatla!)
and today, just when i saw that she's online, i sent her an instant message saying, "found yah! just dropping by to say hello." (kumusta nalang?)

my pride got washed away by the PRIDE. (hahahahah, good luck!).





*i wanted so much to post her picture here. but i got an advice not to unless PRIDE gives me the permission. so...i will make sure i'll get her to say uh-huh.*

the supermodel in me revealed

i do not go for photo shoots. the day when the photos below were taken, i was forced with a gun pointed at me. (feelingera!) consider yourself lucky! behold the photos of jabberedonion revealing her inner beauty right before your very eyes!!! (pahk!)

it's a holiday and i have dysmenorrhea

today is a muslim holiday. eid ul-fitr, is celebrated to mark the end of the Islamic holy month of fasting. no work in the phil and premium for those who are supposed to. *wink*

i am still contemplating whether or not i should swap with my officemate tonight. ginipir wants to get the holiday pay...i don't mind at all. i'd rather stay in bed and nurse my exaggeratingly painful pus-on. yep, i have dysmenorrhea in the most unfortunate times. today, when it's a holiday and when almost everyone in the family is out to simala and the beach. grrr...

anyhoo, so here i am stuck by myself. blogging...again.


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*pus-on - visayan term for lower abdomen, where menstrual cramps are experienced
*simala - it's a pilgrim site in Sibonga, Cebu, Philippines, believed to be miraculuos and healing